I loved her too much. From now on, I vow I'll stick to being an asshole. I hate myself for all the times I wanted to give up on her, but didn't. I hate myself for all the times when I knew she was wrong but I didn't say so. I hate myself for all the times when I allowed her to console me. For all the times when I gave her chances to be a friend. I hate myself for letting her stay for so long. I hate myself for not having slapped her hard enough.
