A lesson learnt 1

One of favorite bloggers wrote

"Whatever happened, happened because it could have happened no other way."

I want to agree with it but i can't and i won't. Maybe tomorrow i will but today i have that urge to kill anyone who tells me that things happen the way they are meant to happen.

I had spent so many funny moments with F. She never became my friend though or maybe she was. But she was a good companion. We would sit together in all chemistry classes and disturb the class as much as we can. Good times. I liked her even more when she insisted on sitting near me during exams for the moral support that i provided her. There was no joke that we had not cracked. From making fun of my accent to telling her that her clothes had "natural ventilation." From copying down all my lab reports before exam to sharing photos, we enjoyed everything, like two people almost in love. The sad part was that the time when we separated and took our own paths in Government College University started today my friends.

F being a chemistry major student and I being a biotechnology buffoon.

Today was supposed to be our last day as class fellows, not as good acquaintances, but it somehow became one. F sat right next to me like we always did in exams.

F: performance saath saath kerain gai ..PCR machne use kerni aati hai?

Me: haan ati hai, mager sahi se ni.

(Teacher: her koi PCR machine use kerna seekh le abi sab se demonstration ho gi. Everyone gathers around the PCR machine. I and my friend Z stand behind. F is busy talking to the girl who's working the PCR machine. Z and I go sit on a nearby stools with some other class fellows. F is still busy with the PCR.)

Me: (to Z) oye ye F tau gayee. hum se behter mil gaya koi is ko.

Z: ha ha.

Me: Oye F ho group mai k ni?

F: {no response}

Me: F..FF..bas ji ab tau kerna hi ni app ne humray saath kam ap ne..hum se......

F: Amna bas bohot over ho gayee ho tum. Ab mai ne aur baat ni sun-ni.

ME: {There are no words to describe the face that i wore at that moment}

THE END

A lesson learnt at the last day of my life with F..which could have been pleasant..because it was going to be our last day together in college any way. Did she really have to show that she didn't need me anymore? i kind of already knew that. I knew my moral support had always been in forms of "small booti" and even as my written sheet of exam but there could've been a better way to do it. Probably wait for the day to end because that would mean entirely different departments from then on.

I've always cursed Government College University for their "No-allied-subject-in-final-year" policy. It may sounds abnormal but it made me lose my favorite subject. who knew this would teach me the greatest lesson of my life. Homo Sapiens are fat-ass morons no matter what! Yes. Simple as that!

{THIS IS THE MOST PATHETIC BLOG THAT I'VE EVER WRITTEN BUT I HAD TO WRITE IT!}