Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Metamorphosis of the elf


Close these eyes,
Shatter these dreams,
Scratch this skin,
Hide this smile,
Hurt these senses;
Until her shadow cries.

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I may be a wicked elf,
But I have my dreams.
Kill me.
Don't wring my heart.
Crush my body to its smallest piece.
Don't let my passions die.
Let me hold these colors once;
Let me see the sky.
Let me love my dreams for a moment;
Before you take my hands away.

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My fingers may be stubby,
My feet may be small.
I stand upright,
I do not crawl.

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Thursday, February 16, 2012

Mayfair


The butterfly may not be so sure,
She's nascent, blue and shyly pure,
I hang on her limp wings;
She carries me away.
They hang on to me
And pull her down.
Pull me down.
Let he go, they tell me.
Slowly, creepily they reach my knee
Up my shoulders and
And on my cheek.
I let go of her,
She let go of me.

Monday, June 7, 2010

The Empty Pipe Of Filth

Flesh grew under a thin sheet of skin, bubbling with the passion to be, and to conquer. I failed. I Got up.

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Mock me. Despise me.

Today is your good day. One day it will be mine. I am a beast of mockery now; you treat me like a mule. I'll use my nails to carve your face, and my blood to paint it. My breath will dry every wet part of it to make you feel human. I may be too vulnerable to say all that I said and you may smirk as much you like, but when I spend my nights all blue, and you with your flashy tart, I learn how to endure and smile, while you learn to learn. Though I may be an uncivilized animal but I know what I can become. I stand under the sun and feel the scars that it traces on my back. I see the burns on my beloved's face. I see his pretty face. You want me to come join your league, so I can be a star. But all I know is the sapling in me, which was caressed by some weary hands. They nurtured me and taught me well. If I become a wolf; too wild, they'll kiss me and be mine. You'll fear me and pull a spear through my heart.


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What I have been is lovingly made, what you've been is a hollow mass, wound on itself. You're an empty pipe of filth. You rush water through yourself to remove the dirt, but what you do not know is that, it isn't under the skin you see but under the skin you hide, and can’t even see yourself.

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